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March 01 千里之外周杰伦-千里之外
屋檐如悬崖风铃如沧海 我等燕归来时间被安排 演一场意外你悄然走开 故事在城外浓雾散不开 看不清对白你听不出来 风声不存在是我在感慨 梦醒来是谁在窗台 把结局打开那薄如蝉翼的未来 经不起谁来拆 我送你离开 千里之外你无声黑白 沉默年代或许不该 太遥远的相爱 我送你离开 天涯之外你是否还在 琴声何来生死难猜 用一生去等待 闻泪声入林寻梨花白 只得一行青苔 天在山之外雨落花台 我两鬓斑白闻泪声入林 寻梨花白只得一行 青苔天在山之外 雨落花台我等你来 一身琉璃白透明着尘埃 你无瑕的爱你从雨中来 诗化了悲哀我淋湿现在 芙蓉水面采船行影犹在 你却不回来被岁月覆盖 你说的花开过去成空白 梦醒来是谁在窗台 把结局打开那薄如蝉翼的未来 经不起谁来拆 我送你离开 千里之外你无声黑白 沉默年代或许不该 太遥远的相爱 我送你离开 天涯之外你是否还在 琴声何来生死难猜 用一生…… 我送你离开 千里之外你无声黑白 沉默年代或许不该 太遥远的相爱 我送你离开 天涯之外你是否还在 琴声何来生死难猜 用一生去等待 Well, for us to be parted... Time for me to let go of the past and look forward. I hoped you will find a better girl than me. I won't be around with you anymore. Got to accept the fate and take care of yourself. Remember to drink water whenever you are eating and study hard. Don't play too much Cabal too. Hoped you will be better after I left you. Just remember the happy memories rather than the sad ones... Good Bye...
To: Ex-Boyfriend... 擦肩而过`李圣杰-擦肩而过
放飞心情 我爱着谁 爱到我有点醉 告诉我你是谁 能够把我让我变不对 你不会累 但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁 不顾安危付出一切 站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险 或许是看不见 只能够靠感觉 他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人 你对我说我们只是擦肩而过 好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过 我不会再让你寂寞 也不会让你更难过 你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错 至少还有我的问候 我的温柔陪你度过 你听我说 你不要这么做 你不要看着我 说你已经知道怎么做 你很难受
我愿意陪你一起承受 只要你不怕痛 再多坎坷我都陪你走 站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险 或许是看不见 只能够靠感觉 他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人 你对我说我们只是擦肩而过 好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过 我不会再让你寂寞 也不会让你更难过 你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错 至少还有我的问候 我的温柔陪你度过 他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人 你对我说我们只是擦肩而过 好的男人有那么多 少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞 也不会让你更难过 你听我说要好好学着去生活 就算未来有多少错 至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过 就算未来有多少错 至少还有我的问候 我的温柔陪你度过 Yesterday my boyfriend sang this song for me through voice call in MSN. I did feel happiness because I still have him. We may not be together physically now, but spiritually we are together. Even if we play games together, at least the game could let us feel happiness. We have each other always. Even though I do feel hints of regret but that is all I could do. I have nothing to say to change the past anymore. I really can't change anything anymore. All I could do is to listen my boyfriend which is to live a good life, forget about the past...
Maybe some teenagers just don't feel anything about breaking up because they either don't care or just numb. I can't... I have feelings...I asked my godsister a question about breaking up, and she repiled that she don't really have the feelings anymore even though in the past she did broken up before. Well, some people can forget that easily, but I can't. She told me that forget the past and move on. She emphasised that I have a boyfriend already. If I keep having guilt and regret, my boyfriend will think that I am not faithful to him.
So I could only move on...
第九夜李玟-第九夜
想像心正在起飞 漫步在地中海边 再见说过了以后 我离开你很远 自以为是的从容 不想你把心放空 却忘了旅行终究得回头 我在回来时把倔强遗忘在入境的门口 再也无处可躲 满身的失落 在这第九夜 没有你的我 终于开始感到寂寞 过去这期间 我的无所谓 全都是谎言 过了第九夜 我想用一切 回到十天前的世界 想念那窗外却已天黑天黑 想像心正在起飞 漫步在地中海边 再见说过了以后 我离开你很远 自以为是的从容 不想你把心放空 却忘了旅行终究得回头 我在回来时把倔强遗忘在入境的门口 再也无处可躲 满身的失落 在这第九夜 没有你的我 终于开始感到寂寞 过去这期间 我的无所谓 全都是谎言 过了第九夜 我想用一切 回到十天前的世界 想念那窗外却已天黑天黑 在这第九夜 没有你的我 终于承认我好寂寞 过去这期间 我的无所谓 全都是谎言 过了第九夜 我终于了了解 幸福盛开在十天前 想念全世界却已天黑天黑
This song is dedicated to my ex-boyfriend. After we broke up, I did feel this way. I was stubborn and keep holding back my feelings towards you. I don't know whether you will read this or not but now I could only say sorry to you. Maybe it is really my fault but it's too late to say sorry or to patch up anymore. Just take it that if I don't belong to you and you don't belong to me, then just accept the fact we cannot be together anymore. Once feel guilty of what both of us have done, it's too late to turn back. Even if we turn back time, maybe it will be the same ending. We might last longer than we think. I hoped my current boyfriend sees this won't be sad because I just write down how I feel in the past. For one month, I've been with you, I am really glad that I would forget about my sorrow. You should know about my feelings too. We are together because after you have broken up with your ex-girlfriend, and I have broke up with my ex-boyfriend. Well, it takes time to heal the wounds but the scars are always there... February 28 Losing SomeoneLosing someone is so hurtful to oneself. I suffered that before and now I have to suffer again. Life is full of trial and error. Maybe my life is full of it but no correct answer. Just like a Mathematics Question, you can get your answer in a few ways, but mine is no way at all... I don't know why I feel this way but maybe because I keep losing someone who is precious to me before. I can't turn back time. Even if I have the power to travel from time to time. Nothing will change. Even if I could change, I still have the sense of guilt.
I feel my life has no way out. I am really stuck in one corner. I really don't know what to do. What should I do to get the correct answer to my question...? This question I could not ask for help from anyone. My family, my boyfriend, my friends... I can't get this answer from them. I have to seek for myself. However, I am so tired... How am I going to continue...? Feel like dying...
All I could do is that I slowly learn and get the answer... It might take months, years, decades to find out this true answer... However, this is the only way... I cannot give up even though I wish to... Losing someone really makes me learn that Love, Friendship do not come easy as it seemed. Some people maight just take advatages of you that's all. That's why I have little friends in school. That's why I hate and don't trust Love before...
Now I have seen all but still my heart is stubborn, don't want to listen to my head. I don't want to be sentimental but somehow I am that kind of person. My head is saying let go of the past, but my heart is saying no. I am really confused now... All I want is to be happy, in the end, hurting someone... Losing someone... I have a new life... A new beginning... I could not hold on to the past anymore... I got to go on... TruthA bitter truth is not the flattering truth. Letting go of someone is so hard. It is not as easy as loving someone. Loving someone is easy, once breaking up will be so hard. Just like what people have said, trust takes years to build, but can be tumble down within a few seconds. I am only a 16 years old girl and abit too young to know this kind of love relationship. It maybe hard for me to accept as everybody know I am a crybaby.
I have to decide alot of things. Only when people have lost their beloved one, they will regret. I am a human too, I will regret too. Having a new boyfriend is a good start for me to forget the old one. However, the memories of the last one are always the hardest to fade. It might fade away momentarily, but deep down in me, I know there is something that will not forget. Just like the song, 1/3 of my true feelings... Even if I don't say 'I love you' anymore, one third of my true feelings will never end for you.
It will take time to fade those strong feelings away. I don't know how long, but eventually, it will fade away. Being positive is a good thing. Having regrets now is too late. Now I could only look forward to the future. Making the right choice to make myself happy and to make my boyfriend happy. Any choice you make, will eventually hurt someone in the end.
A truth is neither sweet nor flattering one... |
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